I opened my soul to you. Like I have never done to anyone.
I have no one to blame because, I’ve decided it myself, to be vulnerable like for once in my life I would feel that immense freedom to be “me”.
I let you read my thoughts, that’s how I became powerless and unconscious,
We left our intellects outside the bubble of doubts.
Living in the current moment , alive and stupid.
And then it ends .
It ripped my world apart as if I’m a floating ahead in my world of regrets.
That I wished I knew you first. But everything comes for a reason, and it taught me a lot of things.
That it’s better not to know anything at all.
The wall between us isn’t just a boundary, it is a protection we can set ourselves, because we can be someone we don’t want to be.
I was worried about you.
I don’t even know if we are still under the same sky.
But I said, it’s better not to know and better not to ask.
Because it’s pointless. It doesn’t make any sense now.
I don’t want to know. Because I may want more than just to know.
so be it ..
It’s okay. You will always be okay, and I am, as well.
I treasure all the things I have learned from you.